Turned down an opportunity the other day. Literally, in my head, I saw the words, “NOTHING GOOD CAN COME OF THIS.” Amazing, just amazing.
I’ve been thinking about happenings, power, and freedom. Discussions have provoked thoughts of past discussions. I mean I’m literally playing out these discussions in my head trying to connect the dots.
I’ve come to the conclusion that this “opportunity” was actually a power struggle, as something inside of myself would have willing gave it away in a heartbeat but I realized, I realized this was a test.
I can’t believe how much freedom and power I’d be willing to sacrifice in the past. For what, too, really? Comfort? The ability to think I don’t have to be responsible for it? Even though that’s a disillusion?