When I was very small I had the ability to create these elaborate worlds within reality. It all went well beyond imaginary friends, as I have always been a bit of a loner. Now, that I’m older I realize that I create businesses. Well established but now that my creativity is blending with reality, I am seeing why I created elaborate worlds in the first place. I strongly disliked reality (and I was impatient as hell).
And to go deeper into this, I think my creations have always been an extension of me, or I created them to be. I take them so personally and I pour so much energy into them, sometimes I have no idea what to do outside of these things.
It’s really a problem and I think I’ve fallen off of the bandwagon a bit. Not digging it. I’ve been enjoying my weekends a bit too much. Yesterday and the day before were just sub par. Today was relatively good and my intention for tomorrow is for it to be even better.